What's in a name?

I'm sure everyone (and by everyone, I mean my Mom, who is probably the only person who will take the time to read my silly blog. Thanks Mom!) is wondering why I picked the name Sunshine and Jellybeans. But before I explain, I have to tell you all a little bit about a very important person in my life...Steve. *sigh*

Steve is...wonderful, sweet, thoughtful, generous, smart, funny, fantastic, yummy and pretty much just all around perfect for me. He has been a huge support for me over the last few months and I don't know where I would be without him. Those of you who have met him can attest to that and those of you who haven't - well, you don't know what you are missing and I hope you get the chance to get to know Steve very soon. You'll hear more about him as we continue with this blog thing.

Back to the name thing..."Sunshine" is what I call Steve (a term of endearment, if you will), and "Jellybean" is what he calls me (probably because that is what I am shaped like. Kidding Steve!). Go ahead. Go throw up. Puke, brush your teeth, and then come back. I'll wait.

Are you done? Because now that we have that out of the way, just shut up and be happy for me. Please? I realize that this is not the ideal situation. I wish that things could be perfect and that I could do things in the right order, and that no one ever had to deal with the consequences of my actions except for me. But unfortunately, that isn't always the way it works. So please cut me some slack. Everyone could use a little more Sunshine and Jellybeans in their life. So I'm rollin' with it. And I promise that this blog won't be all about gooey heart pounding soulmate romantic love of my life crap. Ok?